Wednesday, October 25, 2006

gagal total dengan suksesnya

So, that was it.

The Optimization Method is an utter, complete, total disaster. Though I am compelled to say that it's still half as disastrous as my Microprocessor System exam in third year undergraduate.

Another thing, I won't encourage any living creatures to have exam at night. Ours was 9.40 pm - 11.20 pm. Hardly enough to finish all those monstrous questions.

It's soooo much more difficult than all past year midterm papers that we have attempted. Not even close. I also feel bad for Prof Sun who has guided us during recitation sessions here in Singapore. He is soooo good, sooo patient, sooo kind, soooo smart. I feel I am (or we are) disappointing him.

I have decided what thesis project I am going to do and surely it has nothing to do with Optimization. I know this grade will have minuscule effects on me. For me alone, I don't really care.

But for Prof Sun who has been very nice...
For my mother, sisters, brother, significant other, loved ones who have (too) huge faith in me and have prayed for me fervently...
I feel like disappointing them...

*feel so bad*

1 comment:

Mother of Zeus said...

hehe yan.. how ironic. lu bilang 'rest well' tapi skrg g lagi drinking coffee at midnight. udah mesti gear up lagi neh, minggu depan 4 assignments bayangin... (blm ada yg kelar malah ada yang belum mulai) dan minggu depannya midterm lagi =(